chill

i don't know why that i'm not panicking about the wedding. haha. XD it's a good thing right? being a bridechilla. but why do i feel so wrong? :))

i don't know if i'm like this because it would still be a year before our big day. or that i feel i need to be as enthusiastic as the bride-to-bes on the forums i lurk in. haha. beats me. XD

i've been organizing a lot of things my whole life that i feel like this is just another event. but this is one of those i need to really really prepare. don't get me wrong. my thoughts and ideas for the wedding are pretty much chaotic in my head. i had so many things i want that i can't manage to pull it of in one single motiff. haha. but even so, i feel like i have all the time in the world. i hope that this feeling stays with me for the rest of the preps. but i'm guessing panic will visit me when the year turns 2013. hohoho.

i would be sharing this photo of my oso and i for aesthetics. hahaha

phuket 2012 ♥