chill

i don't know why that i'm not panicking about the wedding. haha. XD it's a good thing right? being a bridechilla. but why do i feel so wrong? :))

i don't know if i'm like this because it would still be a year before our big day. or that i feel i need to be as enthusiastic as the bride-to-bes on the forums i lurk in. haha. beats me. XD

i've been organizing a lot of things my whole life that i feel like this is just another event. but this is one of those i need to really really prepare. don't get me wrong. my thoughts and ideas for the wedding are pretty much chaotic in my head. i had so many things i want that i can't manage to pull it of in one single motiff. haha. but even so, i feel like i have all the time in the world. i hope that this feeling stays with me for the rest of the preps. but i'm guessing panic will visit me when the year turns 2013. hohoho.

i would be sharing this photo of my oso and i for aesthetics. hahaha

phuket 2012 ♥

assignment

last last week, we met up with our p/v supplier. parting with them, a homework was given: to decide on the engagement shoot theme. haha

two weeks have passed and i'm still struggling with a concrete theme in my head. well actually, i have key items i want to have on our shoot: i want a praire, a bicycle and a chapel. so far that's the farthest thing i have decided. though i'm still having other options where i don't require that. struggle. T.T

another thing i need to consider is our personality. i want to bring out something people don't see from us everyday. we're happy people. but it would be difficult for us to project that to the camera since my oso is very self conscious. i mean, very very very very very very much conscious. normal photo taking is ok for him. he adores his face. :)) but to project and all, good luck. :)) so that is another point to consider. i'm not good with posing as well. but i guess i would be less of a worry than my oso. hehe :p

our overall theme for our wedding is yet to be decided as well. a problem with too many things in mind is to fit it all together. i hope we could decide on this soon. or rather, i hope i'll get over with procastinating and actually start with something. haha