it started one monday morning when we're about to leave for singapore. we were at phuket, on our last day of vacation. we are heading for brunch since we are to leave for the airport. but my oso and pj are missing. he was room mates with pj and rayan on that trip. but rayan was the only one in their room when i called them for lunch. at this point, i still don't have any idea.
rayan said the two went out to look for a good place to eat in. so we decided to look for them outside the hotel and ventured once again at bangla road towards patong beach. but still, the two were out of site. my mom probably got tired wandering around under the hot sun that she asked rayan to look for them instead. i remember i was calling up my oso's phone but he's not answering. we were hungry, we need to find them soon.
so off rayan went to look for them. he asked me to come with him. so i left my mom with mae. they said they will be buying pasalubong while we're searching for the two. at this point, i'm still not having ideas. --due to hunger, maybe?
we walked and searched by patong beach. walking, taking pictures, walking by the right side of the beach, walking to the left side of the beach. then, to the right again, then stopped somewhere in the middle, took pictures, searched some more. hmm.. now, it's suspicious.
maybe this searching thing has something to do with the postponed morning date with my oso. he asked me before heading to bed on sunday night if we could go out the next morning and spend time just the two of us. i was excited with the idea since we haven't had any time for ourselves on the trip so i agreed. but monday morning, there was rain. so, it was cancelled.
as we stopped in the middle of the beach, near a lounge/bar --can't remember really, pj suddenly comes out of nowhere. ok, i got suspicious at this point. plus, panicy. haha. i asked him where my oso was. he said he'll take me to him. i just need to follow the roses. what roses?! o, the one by my feet. ha! i ran. =))
but pj caught my arm before i got far. i was really hysterical at this point, crying out of nervousness. no, no, no. not yet, please. i really don't want to do this. my hopes and plans came rushing through my head all at once. yes, just as they say when a person is faced on an accident. it happened with me as well. but i need this to be over and done with. so i did what i was told. i followed the roses laid on the sand, the roses being washed by the waves, the roses, sticking on the sand where tourists were happily staring at me, asking me to pick up the roses. --sorry, i'm kj, i don't pick up roses. haha.
with all the panic i'm feeling, i didn't see my oso right away. he was pointed out for me by a lady with golden hair, hihi.
he was sitting by the deck, staring at me. he's staring at me and crying. o, no! this is it...
i came over, he was not saying anything. he's just there crying, looking at me.
--at this point, the conversation is a blurr. up until today, i can't remember how it exactly happened. forgive me. XD
what i do remember is, the first thing i said to him was, "'wag mo'ng sabihin magpopropose ka?" =)) i know, kj down to my bones. hahaha. i'm not proud. XD
he was mad at me for saying that. i probably broke the script he was planning in his head. but what can i do, i was so tense. :))
i can't remember how it came up. but, he proposed by saying, "would you spend the rest of your life with me?" while he took out a sapphire engagement ring from his pocket. --the closest thing to the picture i gave him a few months back of what my engagement ring should look like.
haha, what should i say, i answered him, "wala tayo pera". ok, kill me now. =))
but we discussed for a couple of minutes about it. i remember asking him, why would he do it now. we've talked about this, we said, 27. i'm still 24. was he pressured by people around us who keeps teasing? was he bored on what we are now? he said he was not. he just told me, "gusto kita pakasalan kasi mahal na mahal kita.." and that melted my heart.. so, who am i to say no? i trust my oso so much that taking this step with him would be worthwhile. difficult, yes. but worthwhile. :)
so that ended it, i broke up with my boyfriend. ..he's now my fiance. we're engaged.
i was really floating that time from mixed emotions running through me. rayan and pj were taking pictures of us as i later noticed. they were congratulating and being happy. i took a look at my ring and smiled as i stare at it. my ring is brighter and bluer than the sea and the skies of phuket. it's so beautiful. --and big, in my opinion. XD
we were so happy as we took some more pictures by the beach. then, we head back to meet with mae and my mom.
o no, mom! how while i tell her? panic once more. haha.
but as it turns out, my mom was pretty ok with it. she didn't even looked surprise. haha. she even took the honor of telling it to the whole family. --even if i told her she is not suppose to tell it yet. pasaway.
we ate lunch that morning and spend the rest of the day and afternoon loving patong beach.
the end. --or rather, the start. :P
rayan said the two went out to look for a good place to eat in. so we decided to look for them outside the hotel and ventured once again at bangla road towards patong beach. but still, the two were out of site. my mom probably got tired wandering around under the hot sun that she asked rayan to look for them instead. i remember i was calling up my oso's phone but he's not answering. we were hungry, we need to find them soon.
so off rayan went to look for them. he asked me to come with him. so i left my mom with mae. they said they will be buying pasalubong while we're searching for the two. at this point, i'm still not having ideas. --due to hunger, maybe?
we walked and searched by patong beach. walking, taking pictures, walking by the right side of the beach, walking to the left side of the beach. then, to the right again, then stopped somewhere in the middle, took pictures, searched some more. hmm.. now, it's suspicious.
maybe this searching thing has something to do with the postponed morning date with my oso. he asked me before heading to bed on sunday night if we could go out the next morning and spend time just the two of us. i was excited with the idea since we haven't had any time for ourselves on the trip so i agreed. but monday morning, there was rain. so, it was cancelled.
as we stopped in the middle of the beach, near a lounge/bar --can't remember really, pj suddenly comes out of nowhere. ok, i got suspicious at this point. plus, panicy. haha. i asked him where my oso was. he said he'll take me to him. i just need to follow the roses. what roses?! o, the one by my feet. ha! i ran. =))
but pj caught my arm before i got far. i was really hysterical at this point, crying out of nervousness. no, no, no. not yet, please. i really don't want to do this. my hopes and plans came rushing through my head all at once. yes, just as they say when a person is faced on an accident. it happened with me as well. but i need this to be over and done with. so i did what i was told. i followed the roses laid on the sand, the roses being washed by the waves, the roses, sticking on the sand where tourists were happily staring at me, asking me to pick up the roses. --sorry, i'm kj, i don't pick up roses. haha.
with all the panic i'm feeling, i didn't see my oso right away. he was pointed out for me by a lady with golden hair, hihi.
he was sitting by the deck, staring at me. he's staring at me and crying. o, no! this is it...
i came over, he was not saying anything. he's just there crying, looking at me.
--at this point, the conversation is a blurr. up until today, i can't remember how it exactly happened. forgive me. XD
what i do remember is, the first thing i said to him was, "'wag mo'ng sabihin magpopropose ka?" =)) i know, kj down to my bones. hahaha. i'm not proud. XD
he was mad at me for saying that. i probably broke the script he was planning in his head. but what can i do, i was so tense. :))
i can't remember how it came up. but, he proposed by saying, "would you spend the rest of your life with me?" while he took out a sapphire engagement ring from his pocket. --the closest thing to the picture i gave him a few months back of what my engagement ring should look like.
haha, what should i say, i answered him, "wala tayo pera". ok, kill me now. =))
but we discussed for a couple of minutes about it. i remember asking him, why would he do it now. we've talked about this, we said, 27. i'm still 24. was he pressured by people around us who keeps teasing? was he bored on what we are now? he said he was not. he just told me, "gusto kita pakasalan kasi mahal na mahal kita.." and that melted my heart.. so, who am i to say no? i trust my oso so much that taking this step with him would be worthwhile. difficult, yes. but worthwhile. :)
so that ended it, i broke up with my boyfriend. ..he's now my fiance. we're engaged.
i was really floating that time from mixed emotions running through me. rayan and pj were taking pictures of us as i later noticed. they were congratulating and being happy. i took a look at my ring and smiled as i stare at it. my ring is brighter and bluer than the sea and the skies of phuket. it's so beautiful. --and big, in my opinion. XD
we were so happy as we took some more pictures by the beach. then, we head back to meet with mae and my mom.
o no, mom! how while i tell her? panic once more. haha.
but as it turns out, my mom was pretty ok with it. she didn't even looked surprise. haha. she even took the honor of telling it to the whole family. --even if i told her she is not suppose to tell it yet. pasaway.
we ate lunch that morning and spend the rest of the day and afternoon loving patong beach.
the end. --or rather, the start. :P
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